It feels to me as though God is hammering me into something harder and more useful than I have been thus far in life. And that can only be a good thing. But in this moment, I can feel the tongs, the fire, the hammer, and cannot see the pattern.* I don't know what He hopes to forge or even the shape He desires. I can only stay malleable and submit, trusting the Craftsman's vision is keener than my own.
That is not easy for me. Which is likely why it must be done this way.
*Please regard this as a metaphor and a sentiment I wanted to capture; nothing more. My current anxieties are minor in the big scheme of things. I just wish sometimes I could see what He sees...
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